You've Got Comments

If any of you have seen "You've Got Mail" you'll understand my predicament when it comes to blogging.

I'm addicted to blogging and I'm always stoked when I get comments. I know it might seem lame... but it makes me feel as though at least sometimes people are reading my posts....

On the subject of that movie... it's one of my favorites. It's brilliant! The scene shots... are brilliant. The music is fantastic!

However I just have one problem with this movie... you see the two main actors all ready have a special someones... and they are getting on the internet and establishing a "friendship". This wouldn't be bad except they start falling for each other (i realize this is the point). It depresses me that they are seeking out other people... when they should just break off with their currently love interests. However, it's okay because they end up breaking up mid movie with their first boy/girl friends. But still the main actor aks the main actress if they should "meet" before they break it off.... Anyway.

Besides my rantings direceted to the movie... I really adore it and the soundtrack is amazing! Plus, I love Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan!

There is this song about someone someone taking a bath and walking out during a party. I think it's called "Splish Splash" or something like that. I usually sing it to my nieces and nephews when I give them baths. It's really cute because most times if I go to help them... they ask me to sing it. Aren't kids cute?

Awhile back my oldest niece, Sarah, and I were singing and dancing around and she stoped midtracks and said to me, "You should be Hannah Montanna." Her eyes were beaming and she had an adorable bright smile.

Although I don't like Hannah Montanna (remember i cut up that shirt with her face on it), I know how much Sarah does... so I've always savored that compliment... and i always will.

Children are incredible. So loving, caring and forgiving. The unconditional love that children have is incredibe. I wonder what happens to us as we get older?

P.S.
The stats prove that mint is the most favored gum.... I'll admit I'm a mint person as well. I really like "Artic Chill" from Dentyne. I also like orbit's light blue gum... I can't remember it's name. Both are awesome flavors and were recomended by awesome people.

I suppose mint is the most favored because people want their breaths to be "minty fresh". Hmm... I wonder why. Ha ha.

Also, from a previous poll, according to my research (I know it was very indepth), it was established that individuals don't date. I would tend to agree that such is the case for most individuals....

I believe the reason for this is because the majority of individuals in Utah have the obscure mind set that everyone is suppose to get married extremely early in life. So everyone is worried that if they date it will become too serious. Thus, no one dates....

Note To Self

I have this thing where I like to watch scary movies... but it all depends on the company you are with.....

Note To Self: Don't watch scary movies/series when it is late and you have to wake up early the next day.

I have started watching the "Supernatural" series. I just watch an episode about Bloody Mary. Shesh* Even though the series isn't that well produced and so some things look fake... I still got freaked out. Thus the reason for this post.

So I'm currently blogging and listening to happy music. :D Hopefully soon I'll be able to not freak out when i glance at my large mirror above my sink in my room. Interestingly, if I turned off the light the mirror wouldn't have a reflection... so I wouldn't have to worry. However the not seeing... freaks me out....

I'm not afraid of the dark and I'll admit I'm a little nervous to go to sleep and turn off the light. ...LAME.

Queen of Hearts

Seriously... like kill me now.... Okay not really but....

OFF WITH SOMEONE'S HEAD!

Speaking of the Queen of Hearts....

For the midnight viewing of "Alice in Wonderland" I'm going to be the Queen of Hearts. I love dressing up!!!!! Halloween is seriously one of my favorite holidays so that very reason. I'll admit I'm annoyed at the lack of excitement indivuals my age have for the holiday... lame.

I love any excuse that allows me to do as such. For example last week I went to the Super hero/villian institute dance. I actually went on a date with this cute guy, who can dance. Ah... so much better than always doing the lame back and forth dance. So that was fun. (Haha. He actually knows my blog address... so if your reading this... well thanks for being an awesome date). Anyway I dressed up as "The Black Widow." I"ll admit for a thrown together costume it was EPIC!

I cut up this Hannah Montanna shirt.... ha ha. Sorry if you view me as a hater now but she is turning my nieces into little Divas.... (That's a different subject all together). Anyway so I even had the little hour glass shape so the red tanktop I wore underneath would show through. I also wore fishnets and a black skirt with red heels. Then to finish the look I had a girl draw spider webs all over my arms in sharpy, which still hasn't come off completely....


I think I enjoy dressing up as things that are evil... more so than the cute or pretty characters....


Ha ha. Not like in a crazy... "I want to be evil" and kill you way. Although, my above statement would suggest other wise.


Rather, I think I prefer evil characters because... generally every girl is afraid to be "ugly". Anyway... So I don't like to look ugly but I'm not as bad that I have to dress up as a Princess. However, don't mock me but I want to be a Barbie at some point in my life for Halloween. I shocking pink outfit... it would be FANTASTIC!


Anyway... that's another thing I'm looking forward to.


Are you going to Alice in Wonderland? If so are you dressing up? If you are who are you dressing up as?

P.S.
Don't take me wrong I absolutely love my little nieces and nephews... but we all know what the media does to us.... I just think some of the "Disney Shows" aren't very...well brilliant....

Next Time I'll Take It Slow

So... remember how I had that awesome workout Monday?

Well I'm still feeling the effects.... Yesterday when I walked it was ridiculous.... I was walking around all bowl-legged and... pathetic looking. Today it's my stomache. Did anyone realize that you use stomache muscles when they sit up, stretch... or basically move?

*Shesh* I'm out of shape....

So next time I think I'll gradually move into the working out ordeal.... Because, quite frankly, this is ridiculous!

Scaredy Cat

Today I came back from school and started taking out the trash... I walked out and through the full tied Walmart bags. My thought process was lost and I was in a slight daze as I stared at the winter wonderland....


The snow is so gorgeous... but I'm so tired of the snow....

Suddenly an animal bolted out and brushed against my leg. I screamed in panic....


AHHHH!

A poor little cat bolted away in absolute terror until it past the parking lot, the street and into the next house. ...Oops.

...

Today. I accomplished nothing. Sigh* See I was suppose to go to Snow college to recruit but I didn't get to go. Someone was suppose to call me... but oh well life happens.

Anyway... I was pretty depressed about the whole ordeal.

It's okay because...

This Friday is the Leadership Recruitment Overnight.... I'm excited! Go SUU!

Saturday and Sunday is stake conference, which is where the LDS churchs in a close by area... all get together for one meeting.

Next week I'll be going to Vegas to recruit. I'll admit I'm pretty stoked! I can't wait!!!!!! Although, the inner nerd screams in fear for what I will possibly miss during school.

Twinkle Toes

I just gave blood awhile ago... can I just say... I don't like blood. However, I'm proud of myself for doing it. Becky (this fabulous, amazing girl from my Ward) saved my life. I was really freaking out and she helped me out tons! I love you Becky! I'm so glad we are friends!

The red cross people were awesome!

Haha.... Currentely I'm watching the Bachelor.... Yes, I know. Mock me if you must.

The worst thing about watching this episode... is it's probably just going to be a lot about gossip.... I'm only in the first few minutes of it and I'm all ready bored. But here is the worst part... I STILL HAVE TO WATCH IT! *Sigh* Why? Because it's the curiosity factor. I have to know what this is about....

Out of the show this week, this was my favorite quote: "That girl floats on Twinkle toes..." Ha ha... This is refering to Tinley... she is very sweet and happy all of the time.

I don't think I could ever date someone who never expressed anything except joy. I'm sure she expresses more... we just don't see it on the television. I've realize that as an individual I have intense... emotions. ha ha. When I'm sad... I'm sad... and when I'm happy, I'm happy!

So I think when I date individuals I need someone who expresses their emotions... although I'll probably need someone who is a little less (well a lot less) dramatic then I am. Since I'm so open I hate when people don't tell me how they feel.

Through my life I've started to become more and more of a blunt person. Sometimes this... bluntness get's me into trouble but over all it makes me feel better when I can be honest with people.

However, I suppose in dating I become a lot less open... so I guess I shouldn't ask guys to open up if I don't. I think I have like a second personality... (we are one and the same but very different.) I'm not sure if that makes sense at all. It's just with dating I guess I become very very self aware and consious of myself....

I'd bet everyone feels that way.... Just some are a little more self confident and assured.....

Bla! Why have all my posts been so boring lately? Sorry all....

P.S.
I think... The Bachelor will end with Jake and Vienna. That is just my guess though... maybe I'm wrong....

If you watch the show: "Who do you think will end up with Jake?"

The Meat Market

My friend Dan took these pictures. The lighting is quite epic! However the tights look much better in purple like in my above photo image I'm using below my title (Dan changed it in photo shop) :) The roller skates where HUGE. ha ha. They were his fathers... but I think the whole look is pretty awesome. A nice wierd touch. ;P

Honestly, I have missed working out!! Afterwards I feel awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOME!

Okay so for a few minutes my legs feel wobbly.... My chest feels heavy and my whole body is kind of sqazaming. But it's awesome because I know I've done something. I just hate the process of getting into shape. Such a long process....

Today I didn't really eat anything today so... I started feeling a little woozy. But it wasn't too bad.

So when I came back home I probably ate as many calories that I burned because I was hungry. Okay so the oreos I had... weren't because I needed them... or because I was hungry... it was because I WANTED them. And hey, I DESERVED it! ha ha.... Come on, I've been meaning to go to the gym for the last two weeks. Actually since I've started school, but two weeks ago I really said I would do it.

I do remember why I don't go though. The whole gym was filled... the meat market.... YUCK. I always feel so self consious.

Ha ha. Today i wore this ridiculous outfit. I didn't really think about it when I put it on. Sure I put it on and slightly thought about it but I didn't realize that I completely match. I was wearing a purple tank top with purple pants and my shoes have pink on them.... Groan* Have you ever gone some place and felt like a little kid because everyone is all "dressed up". Ha ha. That's how I felt.

Especially since I forgot about the little sparkle rind stones on the tank top. As well as the rind stones on the back of my pants that says "adorable".... Ha ha. Brilliant.... Anyway. Oh well. It was an awesome workout.

However all of those machines... I feel so lame that I don't know how to use them all. Ha ha.

Do you know what I hate though... the worst pick-up line. "Have I seen you before?" Come on guys. Think of a new tactic.

I know it's mean but I always love to say, "No...." However then I always feel bad, so I always say, "Well maybe we've seen each other around campus before *smile*."

Do you know why it's the worst tactic because every guy doesn't know how to carry the conversation after that.

My favorite pick-up line is, "Fat penguin!"

And then when the girl or guy says, "What?"

The other person says, "I just wanted to break the ice."

Ha ha. I love it!!

What's your favorite pick-up line ever used on you? Or that you've used?

Pew You...

"It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life... for me. And I'm feeling good...."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Edwsf-8F3sI

Yesterday I was bruised by a Pew while I was in church I whacked my foot on the pew (which in church terms means a really long bench).

I actually don't even bruise that easy... it's just my blood vessels pop easy.... How lame is that. I can pop a blood vessel by playing volleyball. For those of you who don't know how it feels... it hurts.

I find it rather interesting how somethings in life we can be really tough but other things we are really sensitive.... This applies to me in a lot of retrospects. I suppose it's all apart of the confidence issue. Things like my make-up security blanket....

It's the struggle of finding confidence in ourselves that we are valued, talented, intellectual or beautiful or handsome.... Because we all feel worthless, talentless, stupid and ugly at times....

If you've never felt any of these feelings... well bravo to you. (A round of applause)However, most individuals don't feel that way.

Bla... enough of this boring discusion.

Tonight i have Family Home Evening (FHE) but I really feel like go swimming or working out. Hmm.... Decisions decisions. I wonder what we are even doing for our FME.

Also... the bachelor will be on this evening.... ha ha. I know my lame dirty little secret. It's quite ridiculous. Especially the fact that I don't think they are in love... only lust. So why do I watch it? Well if you've read my last post about it... well I don't even remember why. :D

I have quite a bit of homework to do tonight but I don't want to. Bla.

Don't you hate when someone calls you by name and you have no idea what their name is? I hate it. It makes me feel like a horrible person. However, I"ll admit it makes me feel good that they know my name. Ha ha. Oh man, I'm a horrible person.

I have this problem where I am really bad with names. Unfortunately, I forget. The worst thing is when you can't remember someones name and you've met them various times but you don't remember their name. And time has past so it would be absolutely horrid of you to ask their name for the hundredth time (okay not this bad exactly).

There was this kid from Snow College and I could never remember if his name was Vance or Vince. And he would QUIZ me. The horrid boy! Ha ha. Just teasing Vance!

Anyway once I realized I learn names better when I give something the person a nickname that associates with the person's name. Usually I pick something that rhymes or that starts with the letter of their first name.

Anyway so I made up this whole song about Vance, "Vance, he wears his western pants, he likes to swing dance...." Ha ha.

Once I even sang it to him. It's brilliant! I actually use this technique a lot. However, sometimes I forget and so I just have to use the name at least four times in my first conversation with the person.

Such as: "Ah... I see where you're coming from George. So what are you majoring in again George? So why did you pick that major exactly George?" (Okay that is over exaggerated but you get my drift.

Have you realized the value of using someones name? I should do it more often... seeing as I just usually talk to everyone vaguly and I don't use their names....

P.S.
I recognize my blogs aren't as organized as they use to be. There really hasn't been any awesome stories to write....

Recently I just write what ever pops into my little mind. Usually I'm thinking a billion things at once anyway, so I don't recognize how disorganized I've becoem, because it makes perfect sense to me....

...Brilliant!

SQUASH.. almost

Today at church it was wonderful. Seriously, I love the Gospel.

I'm so grateful to be reminded how much the Lord loves me. I love it!!!!!

For the fireside (this is basically a short meeting where usually one person speaks... perhaps a few more) after church my bishop spoke. It was great. It was so cute because the he kept saying things that was making his wife blush and life. They have a really cute marriage and great connection and their kids are really cute as well. There youngest son is really cute and I always play with him.

One of my favorite parts out of the whole thing was when some members in my Ward decided to make a little paper sign to hold up at the beginning of his talk. So my friend Dustin made the sign. It was brilliant!!! He wrote, "Go Bishop. We love you." ha ha. It was hilarious because Dustin and I kind of held it up (slightly by our chest) and wiggled it a little at the start of him talking. We were sitting in the second row so it was clear to see. Our Bishop laughed and I could tell he thought it was rather humorous. ;) Ha ha.

Simple pleasures.

Speaking of Fireside situations and stories...

Awhile back I nearly squashed a boy. It's true.... BUT I DIDN'T MEAN IT!

You see the chairs are put on these little train beds. The chairs when folded up lay down horizontally stacked like domino's. And all of these little trains go into tunnels into the wall of the church underneath a stage.

Anyway each tunnel is able to hold two chair trains. At one point during a fireside I was pushing a chair train into the tunnel and a guy... was in the tunnel.... I almost squashed him.....

Myself and a guy who was helping was shoving the chairs into the tunnel and then it started coming back. I thought it just needed an extra shove to push the chair train farther back inside the tunnel. So we started pushing it back in and this guy (Trevor) says, "Um... wasn't there a guy in there?"

Oh dear! I think my face went white and my eyes went as big as ping pong balls. So we quickly pulled it out... and sure enough there is this guy inside the tunnel....

Ahhhhhh! Oh man! I WAS SO MORTIFIED!

Ha ha. Anyway while putting chairs away today the boy who I nearly squashed said to me (while I was checking to make sure nothing (specifically no one) was in the tunnel he said, "Remember to make sure no one is in there."

Ha ha. Oh man the poor guy... I hope the situation doesn't haunt him. ha ha.

Dear Boy,
I'm sorry I nearly squashed you.... I truely felt horrid after I learned you where in there. Don't worry from now on I always check the tunnels. Just to be absolutely certain.

I hope the situation hasn't ruined your freshman year.... And I hope you don't have nightmares about chairs coming to squash you.

I'm dearly sorry,
Liz

P.S.
As advise to one individual to another... next time scream really really loud.....

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Dear Mr. Sand Man,
How come when ever I am tired I can't fall asleep right away? It normally takes me about an hour and a half... but recently it's been taking longer.

Some nights I just toss and turn and toss and turn....

I know some people who can fall asleep almost immediately. I have friends who are out coldtheir head hits the pillow.... I'm slightly... extremely jealous of them.

So I was curious... would you mind sending a few more extra sprinkles my way?

Thanks,
Liz

P.S.
If you have an extra bag of dust you could share... that would be great to.

FREE FOOD/CANDY

Red-Rover Red-Rover, Come On Over!

You belong on our team!

IF YOUR LOOKING TO TRANSFER COLLEGES, COME TO SUU!

SUU Transfer Student Leadership Weekend... with yours truely :P. Come for food, fun and games.

Friday February 26 starting at 1:00 pm and lasting till Saturday 11:00 am. For those of you who don't want to look at your calendars... that's next weekend.

Last year I went and it's what made me decide to go to SUU!!! There was snow shoeing... food... friends... and did I mention FREE candy and food. Ha ha.
It's just a short weekend and I PROMISE you, you won't regret it. Come check out what SUU has to offer. Plus they will be awarding SCHOLARSHIPS! I was able to recieve one. This is an opportunity you won't want to miss!


Talk to me about the dirty details... ;) Also spread the words to your friends!

Bring:

-Snow clothes for Snowshoeing
-Lunch for Friday (eat before you come)
-YOUR FRIENDS
-Change of clothes
-Professional clothes for an interview ;)


Contact me:
Liz Fischer
lizzy.yzzil@yahoo.com


or SUU

Registration Office
Ask about the SUU Transfer Student Leadership Weekend
Friday, 2/26/10
(435) 586-7700

p.s.
I thought of the whole Red-rover campain.... We are using it for when we head to Vegas....

What can I say... I'm brilliant. :P

I"ll have to upload the flyer. It was great I was able to have someone completely design my flyer... BRILLIANT! I felt so professional. I love my internship. :D

Loud

You Know You're Loud When:

• Your shushed when cheering during a performance.
• The person in front of you keeps turning around to look at you everytime you sceam.
• People cover their ears when you scream and shout....
• You find people listening to your conversations.... Usually laughing at all the good parts... and sometimes when your not trying to be funny. (At least your enertaining right?)
• You can out cheer as loud as a male Polynesian.... (A guy and I duked it out for a sweater... Go Aggies :P)
• Someone sends you a text you when your heading up to your apartment at one in the morning and tells you it's "Past quiet hours" (True story....)
• People say, "I knew it was you." "I could hear you coming." ALL OF THE TIME!
• Your friends say, "Hey get (fill in the blank persons) attention."
• And lastly... you really DON'T have a "quiet" voice. (...Oops!)

DANCING WITH THE STARS

You know when someone pops your bubble?

*POP*

Currently some one is sitting by me in the computer lab.... It's the social ettiquet you don't sit directly by the person. Worst their whole body language is up in my space....

Get out of my space.....

I know what your thinking... shouldn't you be doing homework Liz?

Yes... *exasperated sigh* That's exactly what I should be doing... SHOULD.

Also I'm sure your thinking aren't you afraid they will look over and see you typing this? To answer your question. Yes, I am. Although, that's the wonderful about the ELC (basically the nerd library...) there are two screens. This way I can tilt the closest screen by the person towards me rather than them....

Worst... I know this person. If I move, they will be wierded out if they see me simply move to a different side of the whole room.... Since it's a small room they will see.... Hmmm... What to do what to do.

Ha ha. I shifted over once and moved the computer screens. I thought I was being sneaky and moved over again in my chair... and the person noticed and said sorry. I feel slightly bad. But I still want to move the computer screen. Then it will be completely obvious that I'm uncomfortable....

Am I a terrible person?

No. I just like my space when I do my homework....

Yes yes... I'm going to do my homework. But first a shout out to all the wonderful dancers!!! Great job tonight at SUU's "Dancing With the Stars!!!"

Weren't they just brilliant??

Okay okay... now to start this huge assignment! *DRAMATIC SIGH*

My Name is Liz and I have an Addiction...

Dear Self,
STOP PROCRASTINATING!!!!

You have a lot to do this week especially if you are going to have your weekend taken up for the recruit over night. So why are you sitting there blogging???

GET WORKING! ASAP!

I know you really don't want to do that COMM Research paper... but trust me, you HAVE to do it.

Now eat some of your chocolate, turn on some classical music and GET BUSY!

Love,
Me

P.S.
I think you might have an addiction to blogging....

The Bachelor

I called it!!!

Gia left....

You know what's sad. I feel really bad for her.....

I'ts so stupid when another guy says, "Your such an amazing girl... bla bla... that next guy is so lucky.... yadda yadda."

Soooo stupid!

Because as the girl you think in your mind if I'm so great why wasn't I good enough for you.....

Yeah... anyway. I'm trying to understand why I am watching this lame series....

Hmmm.... I seem to be drawing a blank.

Going back to my lame little secret...

I think he might choose Vienna.... Just looking at his Nonverbals he always looks at her first. However... maybe he wants to end looking at Tinley....

Or maybe...

Sigh*

I don't understand boys. Ha ha. They all should come with a manual! Ha ha.

PLUS... PLUS

Clothes
Anyone can wear designer clothes... but it takes a special someone to pull of Walmart and Target. ;P

I just spent the last thirty min or so talking to a guy who spent at least a thousand plus dollars on a new wardrobe. I'm pretty good with Math and let me say... I'm sure it's even more than that.

Just from one shopping:
-$200 Jeans....
-$400 watch
-$200 bracelet (and that's what he said
-Plus more pants and more shirts... (AND THEY ALL ARE DESIGNER STUFF)

PLUS... PLUS... A TWO HUNDRED DOLLAR HAIR CUT....

Seriously! Are you kidding me?

Dear Boy,
If you are reading this. I don't mean to knock I just... I can't understand. I can't relate.

Also... it might worry me that you have more expensive clothes than I do.

Ha ha. Maybe I'm just jealous because I especially looked like crap today in my hoodie and lame jeans. Especially because I really want new clothes. Drat! I use to be so good and not waste money.... Erg!

Anyway it's not really you, it's me. Ha ha.

Love,
Liz

P.S.
If you ever do get engaged to that girl... you'll have to let me see the ring. Seriously to top that promise ring. Haha. You really will have to give her a "Ringpop" diamond.


Words of Advice
Awhile back... someone sad to me: Quote,"I know how you feel."

When they blanetly DON'T KNOW. They don't have the faintest clue!

So as good advice from one person to the other... DON'T EVER SAY THAT. Even if you've been in the same position, don't ever say that.

However, if you have been in a similar situation you can say, "I'm sorry that happned to you... this happened to me... bla bla."

The only person who knows how every individual feels is Christ. Only He knows exactly how we all can feel.

So I just wanted to make a shout out in case anyone has ever thought about uttering those words... never... never say those words.

These words are not comforting at all... it meerly makes a person annoyed or upset with you.


School
Oh man I have a huge homework assignment to do....

I really should be doing it now... but I'm not. Do you know what I'm doing... Ha ha. I'l tell you but you have to promise not to tell....

Promised?

Okay... you probably will make fun of me and won't let me live it down. Please just don't make fun of me in public... Ha ha.


My Dirty Little Secret
So... I watch the Bachelor. I know. I am such a lame-O! Ha ha. Every Monday night or Tuesday I watch it on Hulu. Usually it's in the computer lab when I am suppose to be doing homework.... ha ha.

I hate to even write it. To admit it out on the World Wide Web. The "lameness" sinks in....

Why? Because I don't even believe this show is real. How so? You see love and infactuation are completely different. Sure you can be infactuate with a girl or guy in a short amount of time.

The whole love at first sight... that's lust. You can't love someone's soul after just looking at them.

I think that's one of the major problems with society everyone rushes into everything because they think they are in "love". When ususally it's just the hormones talking....

I know you don't want to hear me rant so I'll end this lecture now. To all of you I just advise you to take your time.

If your LDS... or you believe in life after death.... you have all of the Eternities to be married. Why not enjoy getting to know yourself and know what you truely want from someone else....

I usually blog while I watch The Bachelor. ha ha. So right now I'm watching the one that came out. There are three girls and Jake is narrowing it down to two.... Ahhh.... I like Gia but I feel as though he might drop her.

I guess I'll see shortly if I'm right. ha ha.

Orange You Glad?

Guess what the oranges I bought... AMAZING. DELICIOUS. TO DIE FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUM!!!!!!!

Also... Ug... can I just say: writing on glitter paper is a major pain. I'm taking all of this time to create these Valentines for my Relief Society girls. The amount I am talking on these is rather ridiculous seeing as most of the girls are simply going to throw them away.

Dear Sisters in Relief Society,
I know most of you aren't going to keep my little Valentines I've made but could like two of you keep them for at least a week?

This way I won't think my time was entirely wasted. It's not that I don't love you, it's just this is taking me far longer... far far longer (FOREVER to be exact!) than expected.

On second thought... just don't tell me if you immediately throw them away.

Thanks! Love you all,
Liz

Sorry...

Lol. Well my comp is being lame so sorry about the bad format in my last post....

Ha ha

Well Hello Gorgeous!

Today was a fantastic day. It was beautiful outside.... GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GORGEOUS!! I was in definate need for some vatamin D.



After I finished taking my test for my COMM Research class I stayed outside and made a few phone calls. It was so nice to feel the sunshine again.



There is this great little wall by one of the buildings that I like to sit on. it proably a foot wide so it's even nice to lay down on. However I think when ever people see me sitting on it they think I'm slightly wierd. Oh well. I love that wall. I can't wait for Spring. Then it will be an even more brilliant spot!



Later on, I went and got icecream with my roomie Kelli Jean. It was exactly what the doctor ordered.... Ha ha.


On the way back, we stopped and I bought some oranges from this older man who sells them by the side of the main street road. I'm telling you these oranges are amazing! They better be amazing this time or I"ll be distraught... seeing as my expectation is so high....

My mother used to buy them every once in awhile and they are so juicy! Mmm... DELICIOUS!




So I wasn't really specific on my blog. But for Family Home Evening we did a Valentines Night. We made cookies and Valentines so it was really fun.



I didn't really make many Valentines because I was busy socializing. I met a lot of people so that was fun.



I even met this girl from Snow... again. I know I'm a lame-O!



Dear Snow Girl,

I'm sorry and I hate to ask again.... But I forgot your name again. I know... I'm sorry. Next time you see me can you please mention your name as a side note?

Also, would you mind not quizing me? It will only make me feel like a rotten person and you will feel disapointed in me.

Again I'm sorry and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. Sorry....

Thanks,
Liz

P.S.
If it will make you feel better, you can forget my name....

No Real PJs (except for some leopard print pants)

I don't need another bedtime shirt...


So I could get this shirt... since I'm a member. However, it cost money and honestly it's not even that cute.



Why do all of these educational groups and various outlets all cost money. If your praising me for my success in academics... give me a free shirt. I've all ready spend way too much money on tuition....(P.S. I'm so blessed for all my scholarships) don't try to sell it to me.

Or at least make a more the T-shirt more aesthetically pleasing . I want a shirt that says, "Nerd", that is cute. If you produced something like that dear company, well I'd consider buying it.

However if T-shirts continue to being mass produced as big T-shirts that are rather boring and have no shape... don't worry if you give them to me free, I'll accept them.

You see I don't have real PJ's. I just have big T-shirts from girl camps, academics, businesses and various outlets. These shirts aren't usually ugly but they aren't something I'd wear around and feel fabulous in.

There are so many cute PJs to. I use to love my night gowns when I was a kid. I really want an old fashion nightgown. I think it would be rather brilliant.

The PJs that I wear now are only something I wear when I am asleep, working, cleaning, or working out in. However that last part about working out rarely happens. You see... I don't work out. I should but I don't.

One of my roommates, Kelli Jean, is amazing like that. She goes everyday. I have problems going to the gym.

Here is a list of my excuses... err... my explanations:

• I can't go places with out my makeup.... It's my security blanket. Yes, I'm aware I'm lame... don't' rub it in.
• If I go work out with my makeup on I'll breakout...
• My face turns bright red when I really work out. It's frustrating. Who thinks a tomato is cute? ...er no one I know.
• I'm out of shape... Yes I'm also aware the only way to fix this is to begin working out. But Hey... it's one of my excuses.
• I don't have a car so I have to walk in the freaking cold... just to work out.
• I hate going and seeing all the girls who go to just get checked out. Gag me. I don't want to be going to be an item in the meat market. Excuse me but I'd prefer if there weren't any guys that can see me panting and dying after only a few minutes of working out.

I have many other excuses but it comes down to I'm lame and lazy....

Isn't it interesting that we don't do things because we worry about what other people think of us. Sometimes I amaze myself at how lazy I am getting.

I must start working out!

One of my new goals was to attend the gym. So I am re establishing the goal. Here and now....

Goal: Attend the gym at least once a week. Hey don't get after me. Once compared to nothing will be awesome. :P

What's one of your goals?

Oh My Achin' Back

My back hurts metaphorically, metaphysically....

You know that saying about the weight of the world is on your shoulders? Well can I just say um... I swear I can't handle anymore.

I'm sorry if I've gotten you upset. I'm sorry if your mad. I'm sorry. But you just don't understand and I'm sorry but I'm not going to explain.... I'm not even going to try.

I can only handle taking one step in front of the other and balance this weight.

Childish Happiness and Cotton Crystals

Today it snowed huge cotton crystals. It was gorgeous!

I was staring up at the sky and I starting catching snowflakes on my tongue and it just let me relax. It help remind me that life really is wonderful.

I started laughing a little as I stared into the sky and letting the flakes tickle my nose. The sky looks incredible when hundreds of snowflakes fall down from the heavens.

A couple of passing people smiled at me in passing. It made me happy that my little childish excitment brought a smile to someone else's face.

Recetly it's been a little tough for me.

Sometimes in life things catch you off guard. Sometimes it's good things and sometimes not so good things.

I love my family soooooooo much and it's hard when things don't go the way you plan or want. ...really really hard.

School has been rather difficult recently. I don't know what my problem is. It's hard to concentrate. Like many have said, "Spring Fever!"

Speaking of seasons, the love season is in the air. Valentine's Day is coming around the corner. I really wish it would be like when we were little kids.

I recall making valentine boxes and making valentines for every kid in the school.

That's right when I was little my elementary school had roughly thirty-two kids. We all would recieve a piece of paper with every ones names so that everyone could recieve a Valentine from everyone.

I'm so excited to teach my lesson for Relief Society because I'm going to give every girl a valentines! I'm so excited! I even know how I'm going to do it, but I'm not going to say just so it will be a surprise.

What Instead of WHY

Often times in life when hard things happen we ask "why?"

"Why me?" "Why now?" Why why why....

When instead we shoud be asking what.

"What is the reasoning this is happening?" And most importantly... "What can I learn from this."

So I know I'm only sending this out into the wild blue... What exactly am I suppose to be learing from this?

...just wondering.

"Don't Try To Stop Me Smee...."

"This is it. Don't try to stop me this time, Smee. Don't try to stop me this time, Smee. Don't you dare try to stop me this time, Smee, try to stop me. Smee, you'd better get up off your *but* (changed....). Get over here, Smee."

(player is shot who is trying to steal 2nd base) "No we're playing this to master jacks rules. Bad form! Bad form!"

Don't you love the movie "Hook"? It's quite brilliant.

Life is often stressful. I know there are things we must learn through trials and tribulations... but often times I wish I could learn them through other ways.

Alas as the saying goes.... "If life weren't easy it wouldn't be hard." Sometimes I wish it wasn't so hard though....

However it's the hard things, it's the sad things that makes us realize how truely wonderful life is....

Happiness is:

Family and Food!!!!! Can anyone thing of anything better? Neither can I! ;P I miss you Becca!

Singing! Whether it's belting your favortie song in the shower or in the car... a sense a freedom emerges.

Having your niece give you a fro made from her hair ribbons... priceless....

Friends! I love Kelly! I honestly don't know what I'd do with out her!!!
Friends and Dancing!!! A perfect combination! Kat is amazing... I miss her now that she's boring and married. Ha ha. Just kidding I love you Kat.

Having a radio show... even if it means playing Spice Girls quite a few times for a certain fabulous girl.... :P

Fangs.... Honestly who doesn't want to be a vampire? Also... Halloweeen. This photo was taken while the mold was setting... ha ha. Hence the finger in the mouth.... I LOVE Halloween!

Happiness is.... sleep.... Good night world!



WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?

I'm a Nerd

Nothing really exciting or thrilling has happened to me today that I feel the urge to announce or report.

I currently am taking a short break from studying for a test. Sigh* The last few weeks I've been really worried about my lack of concentration. Recently I am thinking I am getting it back. However, I am not certain. I dearly hope so because I am a nerd so when I don't want to study like usual it is quite worrisome.

You see I can be categorized as a type B nerd. You see I'm not the general classification of a nerd but I have definite qualities so I should have some form of "nerd" in my title description.

-I sit in the front of the class
I don't like to sit directly in front of the teacher or professor so I prefer to sit slightly to the right. It absolutely drives me crazy when someone takes my designated spot. After all, it should be a rule that once an individual sits in a consecutive seat more than two weeks... it should be a given that the spot is now theirs (at least in my mind).

Last week a girl sat in my seat and I starting freaking out. I was only one seat to the side but in my opinion it was just too far to the side.... I know I'm ridiculous.

I've also noticed I don't like to sit directly in front of my professors because I have a slightly Professor bubble. I believe it was the second week of classes and one of my professors reached over and grabbed my jacket and jerked me back and forth for a visual in their lecture. I really freaked out.... I'm not certain why it affected me so... but now that is the only class that I've sat in the second row... since... I don't know how long. I really would just sit in that first front row if it wasn't for a kid in my class who keeps stealing MY spot! It was mine first. *Dramatic sigh* Anyway he basically took over and it makes me slightly irritated every time.

-I freak out out if I don't get my " A"s
I work hard to maintain a certain GPA and I really freak out when I get low scores.

This is why I am so frustrated with my self for my recent lack in my desire to do my homework. Ahhh! I'm just ready for summer. I think I'm getting better.... But if I don't any suggestions?


-I hate missing classes
I hate missing classes and so I don't do it. If it ever happens I feel really guilty and worried that I've missed something vital.

Last week I missed my Advertising class. I woke up past 8:00 and my class starts at 8:30 and takes me roughly 8 minutes to walk to class. (I'm so lame I didn't want to go with out getting ready... aka: putting on my makeup and showering.... And so I missed my class. Lame, I know.)

-In high school I would read during lunch break
I would always eat my homemade lunch that my mother would lovingly make... and I would read. If it was an emotional book, individual would often find me crying over especially moving parts....

I haven't read for awhile I think this is due to the fact that I've been absorbed in school so in my free time I want to socialize. I must start reading again... I miss getting completely absorbed in a good book.

*DRAMATIC SIGH*

Speaking of nerd qualities.... My inner nerd is calling... I MUST return to my studies!

However, since I've been struggling with focusing... any suggestions? For future reference.... :P

I Was Cut Open

So last night I had this crazy dream. I dreamed I was cut open.

I don't remember much but here is the run down.

I remember the dream was in a building that represented my home (my home not my apartment) as well as this computer lab (The SUU ELC) at my University.

I remember thinking I had to go some where and do something but I didn't know exactly what it was. I was walking down a corridor and I opened a door and there was this doctor hovering over a person that was screaming in pain. The doctor told me to leave and so I awkwardly stepped out the door and pulled the door behind me.

Then I don't know how but the scene change (like how it often does in dreams).

Suddenly I was the one who was screaming in pain. The doctor had to fix something with my spine and for some reason the doctor opened up my whole back.... I was screaming in pain for him to sew my stiches up. I remember thinking I was going to bleed to death....

He wouldn't stich me up I remember biting my tongue to stop screaming. When I woke up... I had actually been biting my tongue... and it was throbbing.

So if dreams are meant to be analyzed what does mine mean? ....Hmm....

What did you dream last night?

PSYCHED

Psyched for Psych!!!!
To those of you who have your series... I LOVE PSYCH! I just watched the first episode for the season. Hooray for Hulu.com. Yes!

Spoiler: I'm so excited Shawn broke up with his girlfriend... now he and Juliet can get together.

Life
Life is going fabulous! Yesterday I went sledding with some of the fam. I wasn't wearing any snowpants.... And needless to say. I froze!

I was only wearing jeans and a hoodie. When I came in I couldn't feel my fingers. I had to have my brother unzip my boots because I get a good grip. My fingers were bright red and even the warm air was painful. However it was brilliant!

It took awhile for the rest of my body to thaw. And today while I was in the shower I noticed a large bruise on my upper thigh. I don't even really remember hitting that part of my leg. Oh well....

School
Oh man... I am having a hard time focusing on homework. I have procrastinated like no other.

Today I finished an assignment about thirty minutes before it was due. I seriously need to get my rear into gear.

I also have a huge test that I have to study for. UG!

So recently I've been stressing out major!

What are you excited for? What are you stressed out about?