I AM ZIM

I have always enjoyed cartoons....

I was introduced to this one a few months ago....



Invader Zim is brilliant and witty! I highly recommend it....

Now I have watched all episodes....

Alas!

I really really adore the show and I want a T-shirt sooooooooooooo bad! Ohhhhhh!!!!!!

I want one with Zim on it....!!!! I also want the show to come out with a second season!

Disclose....

I haven't blogged in FOREVER. Primarily because I've been thinking perhaps I shouldn't disclose so much on the WWW. Oh well, I'll share anyway ;P. So here are a few snapshots.....

Life
I'm a plannner. I like things mapped out... I like to have a tenitive mind set of what it going to happen. (Yes, yes I've told you this all before)

I had decided I was headed to SLC, now that plan is changing..... WHY???? I honestly have NO idea.

No... idea..... Okay okay... some idea. ;D

Thus far this is the plan:

Stay in Cedar for the summer... and then... then I have no clue. (Most likely SLC) However, why am I suppose to stay in Cedar for the summer...? -SHRUG-

What ever I do, it is going to be an excellent adventure. You know why? Because I've decided that is how it is going to be! :D

p.s.
I got a hair cut and my bangs are way too short. Such a shame hair shrinks (transfer from wet to dry. All the girls should know what I'm talking about)....

Boys
Hmm... what to say

Everyone from my high school I believe has been married or is married except for three of us... CRAZY. However I am from a small town, so I need to take that into account. It's not like a want to get married right now. It's just wierd getting all the announcements and hearing about second and third babies.... CRAZY!

Dating has been going swell. I have been hanging out with someone in particular, who is really sweet, so that's been nice. Although, I don't want a relationship right now. So the plan this summer is to just date a lot and have tons of fun.

Jobs
I'm on the look for a career. Shesh... so much more difficult than a job.

I've been applying and starting to work on my professional "stuff". I have a brilliant idea that I've wanted to do FOREVER so I'm going to start doing that. However, it will require me to save up for a cheap video recorder. But I will prevail!

Stress
OOHHH man... stress. Stress is crazy. This last school year I didn't deal with things well but I'm getting a grip on everything.

The truth is, as we get older, stress is just different... (and sometimes bigger). Luckily I'm finally figuring out how to handle it a bit better. ...I think.... :P Ha HA...

Music
I'm a perfectionist so I've found it hard to finish any of my songs...... I get frustrated that I still haven't progressed dramatically with my guitar skills. I guess you actually have to work on becoming better huh? ;P

The goal this summer is to finish two... and so I'll post them after they are completed. :D

Modern Da Vinci

Last night I was working on part of my final and I created a master piece. So around twelve thiry at night I was being quite loud and happy where most people refer to as the "Nerd Lab".

I'm sure those stressed out were quite irritated at me... ba haaa... Sorry, I do appologize if any one was offended by my outbursts.

I'm the kind of individual who enjoys a good pat on the back. So let's just say I've asked several people to look at it.. that way I could recieve satisfactory "pats on the back". Yes, I'm aware I'm weak.

Today I don't feel like accomplishing much... I think I might take a short nap...

Sigh*

How could I be so productive yesterday and then today not care about anything.... Guess that's the curse of senioritis....

I also fear the closer I reach finishing everything, the more it will sink in that life will change as I know it..... I don't think I'm quite ready for it.

Just wondering

It's slowly dawning on me... I'm growing up. I'm entering the "real" world.

School has been my life for the past 16 years.... How I'm I suppose to figure everything out...?

...just wondering.

SWEET!

So the dreaded capstone is finally done!!! Woot! Well... at least my paper in finished. Now I just have to present my work and I'll be done.

Sweet!

I've been looking forward to graduating but now I'm starting to freak out. What am I going to do now that I'm basically "Grown Up"?

... Sick!!

I'm starting to feel nauseous.

PINK

(Let's hope for this poor child's sake this dye is temporary... or photoshopped [which is more likely])



I've been debating whether to dye my hair pink. If I do, I'll merely have a few streaks here and there.....

I had decided prior if I wasn't chosen to speak at graduation I would HAVE to do it. So... sad day I didn't get it. :(

So here is my internal debate:

1)I told myself I would do it as a form of rebellion if they didn't pick me. Ergo: Now, I feel kind of obligated to.

2) Do I want to present my capstone paper with pink in my hair... yeah I'm aware I'm a nerd. So this statement rises the issue of NOT getting it done, or getting it done AFTER.

3) Do I really want to graduate with pink hair? I could get it done and then fixed normal (but that is just expensive and ridiculous)... or I could use temporary dye....

4) Do I really want pink in my hair? YES... and NO...

5) Since I don't have a job right after I graduate it wouldn't be very problematic to put pink in my hair for a bit. However what about when I go apply for jobs?

When I say I'm going to do something, I do it. So due to obligation I feel it necessary.

So perhaps I'll just get temporary. However I have light hair... what if it won't come out? Then I'll have to pay to get it fixed again... (and again the issue of "wasting money").

"Go BIG or go home"... right? And so if I do it... how much do I actually put in?

SIGH!!!


On a second note: Someone find me this outfit...




Image pulled: http://sports.yahoo.com/tennis/blog/busted_racquet/post/Serena-returns-to-the-tennis-court-wearing-skint?urn=ten-wp392

Three Little Birds

Three little birds sat on my window and they told me I don't need to worry.... Yesterday.... I smiled because.... I dressed up for a presentation that I had to give in my first class. I think I looked pretty fabulous and then I started getting a cold sore. Sick! (I'm sooooo irriated! I try not to be vain but I really hate coldsores... okay... and pimples... and... sigh... But everyone does.... Right?) Anyway so I went to the grocery store feeling kind of lame and wallowing in self pitty. I had this mass of white goop smothering my lip in hopes to destroyed the stupid thing (which I still have). As I passed a random man... He exclaimed "Dang!" (however that wasn't the exact verbage he used) and then included a little wistle. The little girl next to him then exclaimed "Uncle!!!" Do you like when guys/girls cat call??? I know it's silly but it always makes me feel better... like someone at least notices me... I was all ready looking down and away but I could hear him explaining something to the little girl.... What fools these mortals be... Today... I smiled because... Today: 1) My cold sores is slowly but surely going away! Huza!!! 2) I'm feeling better about my capstone paper... 3) I cleaned my room yesterday and vacumed. My need for orientation is becoming fullfilled. 4) I recieved plenty of sleep and then took a nap.... I don't know why I've been so tired as of recently... oh yeah I remember why. 5) I've at least established where I'm going after I graduate for the first little bit... (even though I have no clue what I'm actually going to do....) 6) I had a good study group.... 7) I located all of my notes for my comprehensive test.... 8) It was warmer today.... 9) I bought some icecream.... 10) I have a new blog follower.... :D P.S. Why isn't bloggers formatting working?