I'm a Nerd

Nothing really exciting or thrilling has happened to me today that I feel the urge to announce or report.

I currently am taking a short break from studying for a test. Sigh* The last few weeks I've been really worried about my lack of concentration. Recently I am thinking I am getting it back. However, I am not certain. I dearly hope so because I am a nerd so when I don't want to study like usual it is quite worrisome.

You see I can be categorized as a type B nerd. You see I'm not the general classification of a nerd but I have definite qualities so I should have some form of "nerd" in my title description.

-I sit in the front of the class
I don't like to sit directly in front of the teacher or professor so I prefer to sit slightly to the right. It absolutely drives me crazy when someone takes my designated spot. After all, it should be a rule that once an individual sits in a consecutive seat more than two weeks... it should be a given that the spot is now theirs (at least in my mind).

Last week a girl sat in my seat and I starting freaking out. I was only one seat to the side but in my opinion it was just too far to the side.... I know I'm ridiculous.

I've also noticed I don't like to sit directly in front of my professors because I have a slightly Professor bubble. I believe it was the second week of classes and one of my professors reached over and grabbed my jacket and jerked me back and forth for a visual in their lecture. I really freaked out.... I'm not certain why it affected me so... but now that is the only class that I've sat in the second row... since... I don't know how long. I really would just sit in that first front row if it wasn't for a kid in my class who keeps stealing MY spot! It was mine first. *Dramatic sigh* Anyway he basically took over and it makes me slightly irritated every time.

-I freak out out if I don't get my " A"s
I work hard to maintain a certain GPA and I really freak out when I get low scores.

This is why I am so frustrated with my self for my recent lack in my desire to do my homework. Ahhh! I'm just ready for summer. I think I'm getting better.... But if I don't any suggestions?


-I hate missing classes
I hate missing classes and so I don't do it. If it ever happens I feel really guilty and worried that I've missed something vital.

Last week I missed my Advertising class. I woke up past 8:00 and my class starts at 8:30 and takes me roughly 8 minutes to walk to class. (I'm so lame I didn't want to go with out getting ready... aka: putting on my makeup and showering.... And so I missed my class. Lame, I know.)

-In high school I would read during lunch break
I would always eat my homemade lunch that my mother would lovingly make... and I would read. If it was an emotional book, individual would often find me crying over especially moving parts....

I haven't read for awhile I think this is due to the fact that I've been absorbed in school so in my free time I want to socialize. I must start reading again... I miss getting completely absorbed in a good book.

*DRAMATIC SIGH*

Speaking of nerd qualities.... My inner nerd is calling... I MUST return to my studies!

However, since I've been struggling with focusing... any suggestions? For future reference.... :P