Alive!

It's okay I'm alive :D

I started a new job doing something that I graduated to do. I like it but there definately is a learning curve.

HOnestly, the older I get the less I realize I know.... Life is an endless food chain. Your at the bottom, you rise to the top... you go back to the bottom..

Currently my life is good. I've been thinking alot about why I do things. Why I want to be a certain way and be viewed a certain way. Sometimes I realize I do things just because I'm told not to....

What have you recently realized?

Sense? Cents...

Nothing makes sense and the world revolves around cents....

Growing up is good...

Figuring out what to do with your life, as far as a career is concerned, is horribly stressful.

I just want to get a job I'll love and be able to make the cents I need.....

I want to start a video blog... but I'm trying to think of a good name...

SOS

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talk talk

I've been applying for jobs and internships. Usually I stay up late hanging out with friends and doing fun activities but today.... (well tonight... or tomorrow since it's 2:00 am)

I had to be a grownup and apply for a few more jobs. Side thought: I have to admit I was highly impressed with the "Open Think Group" and their facebook response rate....

I love how advertising is so prevelant!!!

While I've been working on applying for jobs I've been listening to the Cosby show in the background. The first few episodes had a few media references...

And now this episode is revolving around an Ad company...

OOOOOooohhh I can't wait to get a job in the AD WORLD! :D

Play Catch Up

Well you haven't heard from me...

Recently I've been trying to figure out being a grownup. Thus far, I've been failing miserably.

What does is mean to know exactly what you want and need and should do? And how do you go about obtaining it?

Yeah I'm just ignoring the problem currently.

Other than that I'm good. Currently I'm working a job for a bit just so I can bring in a little bit of income. I've been applying for real jobs online. Let's just say it's far easier to sell yourself for a job in person.

I AM ZIM

I have always enjoyed cartoons....

I was introduced to this one a few months ago....



Invader Zim is brilliant and witty! I highly recommend it....

Now I have watched all episodes....

Alas!

I really really adore the show and I want a T-shirt sooooooooooooo bad! Ohhhhhh!!!!!!

I want one with Zim on it....!!!! I also want the show to come out with a second season!

Disclose....

I haven't blogged in FOREVER. Primarily because I've been thinking perhaps I shouldn't disclose so much on the WWW. Oh well, I'll share anyway ;P. So here are a few snapshots.....

Life
I'm a plannner. I like things mapped out... I like to have a tenitive mind set of what it going to happen. (Yes, yes I've told you this all before)

I had decided I was headed to SLC, now that plan is changing..... WHY???? I honestly have NO idea.

No... idea..... Okay okay... some idea. ;D

Thus far this is the plan:

Stay in Cedar for the summer... and then... then I have no clue. (Most likely SLC) However, why am I suppose to stay in Cedar for the summer...? -SHRUG-

What ever I do, it is going to be an excellent adventure. You know why? Because I've decided that is how it is going to be! :D

p.s.
I got a hair cut and my bangs are way too short. Such a shame hair shrinks (transfer from wet to dry. All the girls should know what I'm talking about)....

Boys
Hmm... what to say

Everyone from my high school I believe has been married or is married except for three of us... CRAZY. However I am from a small town, so I need to take that into account. It's not like a want to get married right now. It's just wierd getting all the announcements and hearing about second and third babies.... CRAZY!

Dating has been going swell. I have been hanging out with someone in particular, who is really sweet, so that's been nice. Although, I don't want a relationship right now. So the plan this summer is to just date a lot and have tons of fun.

Jobs
I'm on the look for a career. Shesh... so much more difficult than a job.

I've been applying and starting to work on my professional "stuff". I have a brilliant idea that I've wanted to do FOREVER so I'm going to start doing that. However, it will require me to save up for a cheap video recorder. But I will prevail!

Stress
OOHHH man... stress. Stress is crazy. This last school year I didn't deal with things well but I'm getting a grip on everything.

The truth is, as we get older, stress is just different... (and sometimes bigger). Luckily I'm finally figuring out how to handle it a bit better. ...I think.... :P Ha HA...

Music
I'm a perfectionist so I've found it hard to finish any of my songs...... I get frustrated that I still haven't progressed dramatically with my guitar skills. I guess you actually have to work on becoming better huh? ;P

The goal this summer is to finish two... and so I'll post them after they are completed. :D