1, 2, 3 (oh... and 4)

1) I can't wait to go bowling on Wed. I'm going to kick his butt...

2) I can't wait to finish this paper...

3) I can't wait for CHIRSTMAS BREAK! Woot

4) It turns out I'll be here for the next semester. So even though I was ready for a change it will be nice to be at SUU.

:P

Okay enough of that... I MUST focus!

YUM Yum Pumpkin

So I just made some delectable pumpkin butter.

It's amazing with:
-Ritz crackers
-Hot chocolate
-Bascially anything.... it's AMAZING


Pumpkin Butter
3 1/2 pumpkin puree
2 tsp vanilla extract
3/4 cup apple cider
1 cup packed brown sugar
1 tsp ginger
1 tsp cinnamon
1/2 tsp cloves
1/2 tsp nutmeg

Cumbine all ingredients. Simmer, uncovered, 40 min until thickened. Stir Frequently. (stir a lot)

Definately... NOT

Have you ever seen the movie "Definitely, maybe."?

The basic idea of the movie is: Man and woman got married and had a little girl. Man and woman decide to get divorced. Little girl wants to know how her mother and father fell in love (undoubtedly she hopes to remind her father why he fell in love and that he should fall in love again.) Father decides to tell the girl the story of how he met and married his mother, but he tells the girl she has to figure out who her mother is.

Near the end of the show there is a scene in the park when the girl figures out who her mother is. After it looks like the father and mother might possibly get together... it doesn't happen.

Moments later the father tells the little girl something that is PURE GENIUS. PERFECT, INSPIRATIONAL.... FANTASTIC!

As the parents are parting (symbolically and physically) the father calls the little girl back.

He pulls her into to a hug then says, "I never told you the happy ending."

And the little daughter says: "What?"

And he says, "You..."

THis is perfect! This is EXACTLY WHAT NEEDS TO BE SAID!

Then DISASTER happens!!!!! The movie continues and in what can only be described as a sheer CATASTROPHE continues untill the end of the movie....

Dear Writers,

WHAT were you thinking! I implore you to PLEASE explain your reasoning....

Optimistic

Mirror Mirror on the Wall (Harry Potter!!!)

I'm not going to Harry Potter tonight........ BOOOOOOOOO!!! Boooo Hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

I considered dressing up today but I didn't have time.... because I woke up late. Boooooooo!



Anyhow... changing to a completely different topic.

*easy transition with nice vocabulary and word choice... (because I can't think of one)*

I know this sounds weird but sometimes I wonder how well I know myself. I look in the mirror and wonder. Who am I really?

I'm not trying to be all metaphysical and such.... I honestly just want to understand myself better.

So, as strange as this may sound I've started to really consider what I like, what I don't like, what I want to do... and etc.

I've always given the excuse, "I'm too indecisive." This may be a plausible explanation but I'm certain I can narrow a few things down (movies, colors,.... bla)

Maybe I refuse to make these simple decisions because of the commitment. I hate to pick "favorites". Trust me I know this sounds weird. Or maybe I don't like the idea of getting generalized or stereotyped in any sense.


Random Me Tidbits:

1) Some of my favorite movies include:
-Stranger Than Fiction- Awww... Harold

-The Terminal - Love Tom Hanks!

-Pirates of the Caribbean - Who doesn't adore Johnny Dept, his whole persona in the movie...
I'd date him... ;P

-You've Got Mail - I love this sound track

-Notting Hill - I bust up laughing every time!

-The Blind Side - Amazing! Watch it!

2) My favorite songs are always changing. I relate to music and what ever my mood is, it's usually portrayed in my recent top pick.... My very thought processes are usually described in the lyrics as well... ha ha... and I barely started realizing it.


Exhibit A:



3) My favorite series:
-"Psych" (I'm watching it tonight after my relief society thing. Soooo excited!)
-Monk... I'm so sad it's finished... boo

4) You know all those shows about bridal gowns and prom dresses.... I LOVE watching them. Now wait a minute! WAIT A MINUTE! I don't love them because of the weddings. I watch the sales reps. I love analyzing why they are doing things and what angles and tactics they use. P.S. To be perfectly frank, most of them really aren't that good....

5) I'm realizing I have a mellow side. I use to always worry (okay I STILL worry) that I get boring when i like a guy. The thing is... I just like to be held. Don't get me wrong I am a complete social bug and I love going crazy but sometimes all the energy i have with everyone else needs to be recharged and so it's nice to just be. Just be there. Simply relaxed. Depending on how low my batter is depends on how quiet I'll be.... This also relates to how comfortable I am with someone.


The truth is I feel slightly obligated to attempt to entertain those i talk to.... So if I'm comfortable with a person, if I don't want to put up a facade... I don't. I can just... be. I can simply recharge.

PURPLE PURPLE PURPLE

PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.
PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE.
PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.
PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE.
PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.
PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE.
PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE. PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.PURPLE.

It's Two Thirty Somewhere...

So... I'm running on two and a half hours a sleep.



Is it two thirty yet? I'm looking forward for some serious zzz's.

Dear Liz,
Let's not procrastinate any more.... Please?!?

Love,
You

Life has been rather fantastic recently! I love how Heavenly Father watches over me constantly.

Things to be happy and grateful for:

1) A boy chased after me yesterday because I dropped something. How sweet huh?

2) I've received several awesome compliments from people in the past few days. Thanks all... I appreciate you recognize I'm alive and appreciate me for being me :D. whisper* Just so you know... I appreciate you all for being you! ;D

3) I saw Becky reading my blog the other day. Hooray for people who read my blog! Thanks for listening (well reading) my concerns, frustrations and ramblings.

4) The test I just took and studied for all night went well.

5) Everything seems to be running well for my Relief Society Night! Come come! Thursday 6:30 at the fireside building: Zumba and chocolate. (I don't care if your not in my ward... ha ha).